I know I'm competent, I know I'm capable, I know I can handle it.
But still, I'm incredibly nervous.
The drama in my personal life is not helping. I'd save it for my mama, but I don't think she wants any either. I just want to relax and enjoy myself, not think too much about the future, and put some money away for a new desktop machine so I have no musical limits.
Once again, time to throw myself into my art. I hope Travis' dad leaves soon, we're not getting anything accomplished.
ok, bedtime soon.